S. has given me a beautiful example of our current topic, which I constantly have to think about. The thoughts that made me sick are like weeds. They now have to be removed from my flowerbed. Then I should dig up the soil well and rake through, so that nothing can hide anymore.
Now small flower bulbs are planted. These will be my new thought structures. If I take good care of them, that means also of them, they will grow and my flowerbed will be full of beautiful, blooming flowers. I would like to achieve that …